The Others

Finally I get to this moment and you ruin it. Why do you always have to be

so difficult and you never seem to understand anything and now you want
me to change everything because you think it will make things better.
And did you ever think about how it would affect me later, just because
you think you know everything.
If you knew how wrong You are

Beautiful reflections

Soweit das Auge sieht, wie uns geschieht. Ich leg es in deine Hand
Gib mir den morgen danach, weck mich auf wenn ich schlaf auch wenn die Winde eisig sind.
Wenn die Zeit es zeigt wird man sehen, ob wir die richtigen Weg gehen.
Mach es dir nicht zu schwer, zuviele Blicke sind schon leer. Wir stellen die Ordnung wieder her
die keine Ordnung ist.
Doch ich fühl mich federleicht, weil es sich fast immer lohnt
wenn mich das neue dann berührt was dann mich zu dir führt.
Ich lebe den Augenblick, frage mich nicht wie und warum. Ich lass mich nicht umdrehen,
Ich bleib einfach so wie ich bin. Ich will alles riskieren, will gewinnen und will Dich.
Wie schön so ein Tag sein kann , doch es hällt dann...
Nur einen kleinen Moment an.
♣♥♣♥

the first

I try to make things better, but they seem just getting more worser and I cannot measure
what am seeing and feeling. Its just to hard to believe because I do not know where
its coming from. Have I done something wrong to deserve this kind of
Love, Hate, Missery and we having our Anniversary soon I dont want to blame you for anything
I just want it to be beautiful and perfekt because i,ve never had it. I want you forever
you and I, I dont want to live without you nor you live without me. I,ve looked
into you,re eyes a million times and thats enough to see
the light that bonds us together. Please do
not let me go.
Never.

Curiosity

For the Record you oughta know that when Im looking in your eyes it feels like the first time.
Silence can be so disturbing and I,ll be standing below the lights. Waiting for the right
moment to come and we can see the stars beyond the clouds.
While im watching the world spinning gazing through the tough nights and getting to understand
more and more about every kind of situation around us I know and feel the sun burning.
Our love is unending bond to show us and teach us more and how not to
take us for granted and we slowly turn and change
well I'll follow to a place I know
that's only the beginning
start over after ending.
♣

I thought they new but they do not know.

Friends should be Radical.
They should Love you when your unloveable.
Hug you when your unhugable
and Bare you when your unbareable.

A Friend should be Fanatical,
they should Cheer when the whole world Boos
Dance when you get good news
and cry when you cry too.

But most of all

A Friend should be Mathematical.
They should Multiply your Joy,
Divide your Sorrow,
Subtract the past and
Add to Tomorrow.
Calculate the need Deep in
your Heart and always be Bigger than the Sum of all your Parts.

Amnesia

The part that must be you are the one of it lines after lines step through the signs shivering in light crossing my sight always loving you. There,s nothing I do, nowhere I go. Stuck in this room filled with hope. Whenever I step into it, I receive a warm hug. Here I am alone. Here I am on my own. Nobody to harm me. My room has always been the right place. Here I sit and right my thoughts. My heart is beating and burning.It running. I cant bare but stay still all I have is to live.I wish my other blood could understand but it doesnt so I turn. I walk past a road , past a street past a small bridge the calm wind which cools me down. I feel whole in seconds. His smile is like a keý to a secret door. I cant waste it I have to have it and love it. Its mine.His mine. How I wish I could fly free like a ´butterfly. Fly to you. But when I wake up go to the bathroom change my clothes sit down and turn the page and there I sit again in my room on my own writing my thoughts that just you should know. Waiting for the darkness to protect my soul. To hide my aches my sadnes. To go to sleep and dream of you till the end of time. To kiss you good night and hold you tight. In my dreams there we are always together for eternity.
Love me please.

God sent me an Angle last year in Sumer. And I hope he doesn,t suggest to take my Angle away from me

Now its not been long. But I feel so undone.
Im not Home where I can just get the bus and
head to you if I wanted to its miles away and
Im just feeling Blue.
If you were like my air I would have been Dead.
Not having you by my side is like breathing fire
it hurts so much.
But I know you Love me so that keeps me strong
and I Love you too