so far so well

You can´t say the choises you make are all wrong because
they aren´t unless you don´t choose them. Because normally
everything you are told not to choose are wrong.

Im stranded

Maybe it was wrong to say
Nothing as you walked away
Baby I know you´ve been confused
Telling me that it´s too late
I thought you say goodbye for good
But you´re still here with me
How we get so miss understood

HaH

Does the Good Outweight the Bad?
Can we get back what we had
Feels like we are giving up and suddenly I feel so Fucking alone!

Isn´t it what it should be?

Beyond the fact that I´m still trying to change I still think I´m not that
aware of what I have put myself into. Nowardays you can´t trust anyone
though all the ones you know and love seem to be obvious. Well up to know
I´m not sure because I have tried and If I fail today on You I would die.
I would pack my belongings and leave to somewhere never needed. It´s hard
to leave behind what you once loved the most even though she or he destroyed
all the memories that were mean´t Unforgotten.

You can´t just say I don´t care how can you not Care?

You can´t just say You don´t care and if you really thought
about it you wouldn´t have said somthing so stupid
like that. It doesn´t really matter what you meant
by saying it. The truth is you shouldn´t have
because you do Fucking care and you will have to care.

Im good

Im good without you. So if you want to leave then Im good.
It doesn´t mean a thing, if you want to play games with me then Im good just say what you,ll do then Im good without you.
To much of the kindness no time for botheness not from you.And before I forget I aint turning this time
Nope. Im running away this time. Running away from all of you.
Usergrafik

these small flowers

Our lives are made in these small hours. Times fall away and in the end we will only just remember how it feels. Let your clarity define you and I dont mind if its me you need to turn to. All my regret will wash somehow. We´ll get by its the heart that really matters. Ain´t nothing wrong with that.

_Bye_

He is my song. My heart and many more. To hard to explain I aint God but I feel what he gave me and I´m what he made of me. LOok upon to me above in the sky. Flying high calling to me
happy and so free like my Golden Poetry. They don´t fade away because there´re mine. So long you didn´t feel you would need them. I wish you would still call and harry up. But you are chosing your way I see now that she´s graced you,ve finally seen the real of her you want to be with her and thats Okay. I´m still happy and free like my Golden Poetry.

I knew

If I was a child and grew up just like you. Would I cry at night because I didn´t know what to do.
Everything has an ending, it doesn´t matter where you go, but for now I believe there something you should know. Why is it hard to find they way out, come through out of my soul. I wish I was big enough to touch the sky and feel enough and you are still on your own. I wonder why they never told you that you are special, very very special to me. If I was a child and grew up just like you. I would have done everything just like you.

I do not Like girls in the daylight nor in the night

Im one of them but I care and so do they. But when it comes to me I´m on my own Forever.

been so long

I wish I was a kid so I didn´t have to feel the disappiontment
know the hurt in me feel the pain of others and mix them
with mine. I wish I could be invisible like air ad fly like
a bird free and done to do whatever I want to do.
But know I´m big and strong strong to talk and chose
whats best for me and the others. All I try is to be happy happy and weightless.

♥.♥

Dreams are Real they stay Still and for a moment of time you feel like your living Your Dream.
They are Imotions, show actions we believe in them and pray they believe in us inorder to Live it, we have to Believe it. Catch it and pass away hold it tight never let it fly away. Holding a smile for the rest of the day keeping your troubles and pain out of space. No time to wast then Life is precious. Only you can make it the dream, the dream of one day, that you will work out every Single piece of Misery you felt and replase it with True Happiness. Which will always be what you have always dreamed of.

Heartbeat

If I could hold you close, like you were never gone
If I could hear your voice, you,d tell me to be strong
But sometimes I just can´t, I don´t understand
Ain´t it funny how you think your´e gonna be okay
Till you remember things ain´t never gonna be the
same again.Its so crazy how you think you,ve got
your whole life planned, Just to find out it was never
ever in your hands. My world don´t make no sense
Not without you. And sometimes i just cry can´t say i don´t
know why.But when the futur comes knocking you just have
to make it through. You just change.

Amnesia

The part that must be you are the one of it lines after lines step through the signs shivering in light crossing my sight always loving you. There,s nothing I do, nowhere I go. Stuck in this room filled with hope. Whenever I step into it, I receive a warm hug. Here I am alone. Here I am on my own. Nobody to harm me. My room has always been the right place. Here I sit and right my thoughts. My heart is beating and burning.It running. I cant bare but stay still all I have is to live.I wish my other blood could understand but it doesnt so I turn. I walk past a road , past a street past a small bridge the calm wind which cools me down. I feel whole in seconds. His smile is like a keý to a secret door. I cant waste it I have to have it and love it. Its mine.His mine. How I wish I could fly free like a ´butterfly. Fly to you. But when I wake up go to the bathroom change my clothes sit down and turn the page and there I sit again in my room on my own writing my thoughts that just you should know. Waiting for the darkness to protect my soul. To hide my aches my sadnes. To go to sleep and dream of you till the end of time. To kiss you good night and hold you tight. In my dreams there we are always together for eternity.
Love me please.

Curiosity

For the Record you oughta know that when Im looking in your eyes it feels like the first time.
Silence can be so disturbing and I,ll be standing below the lights. Waiting for the right
moment to come and we can see the stars beyond the clouds.
While im watching the world spinning gazing through the tough nights and getting to understand
more and more about every kind of situation around us I know and feel the sun burning.
Our love is unending bond to show us and teach us more and how not to
take us for granted and we slowly turn and change
well I'll follow to a place I know
that's only the beginning
start over after ending.
♣

Karo get some Coffee please

Friends should be Radical.
They should Love you when your unloveable.
Hug you when your unhugable
and Bare you when your unbareable.

A Friend should be Fanatical,
they should Cheer when the whole world Boos
Dance when you get good news
and cry when you cry too.

But most of all

A Friend should be Mathematical.
They should Multiply your Joy,
Divide your Sorrow,
Subtract the past and
Add to Tomorrow.
Calculate the need Deep in
your Heart and always be Bigger than the Sum of all your Parts.

Beautiful Reflections

Soweit das Auge sieht, wie uns geschieht. Ich leg es in deine Hand
Gib mir den morgen danach, weck mich auf wenn ich schlaf auch wenn die Winde eisig sind.
Wenn die Zeit es zeigt wird man sehen, ob wir die richtigen Weg gehen.
Mach es dir nicht zu schwer, zuviele Blicke sind schon leer. Wir stellen die Ordnung wieder her
die keine Ordnung ist.
Doch ich fühl mich federleicht, weil es sich fast immer lohnt
wenn mich das neue dann berührt was dann mich zu dir führt.
Ich lebe den Augenblick, frage mich nicht wie und warum. Ich lass mich nicht umdrehen,
Ich bleib einfach so wie ich bin. Ich will alles riskieren, will gewinnen und will Dich.
Wie schön so ein Tag sein kann , doch es hällt dann...
Nur einen kleinen Moment an.

♣ ♥ ♣ ♥

Two times One = 2

Thought I was this, what I wanted
thought that, was wrong what I didn,t feel
Make me so low why am I broken holding me tight through the sea. And If I just fall down
Dont dare turn around this thing that is here cant take me over because.
You walk with me all my way you talk to me, Im so Speechless It overcomes me
And all that is left is to Be normal just for a few
I could do things for you.